03-19-2021, 01:57:59 AM
After discussing it with the others, I think the conclusion we've come to is:
We're gonna go over why this is the case. Some of this you already know (we hope), but let's get everything out in one place.
... This isn't meant to be a "Reason You Suck" Speech, but... maybe link your therapist to this post next time you talk to them? I don't know how much you've talked to them about this situation, but it should be a lot. I do think you can get better and stop being a person-who-does-these-things, and I do hope the others can see that when it happens. But it's only been a week. It's not enough time.
- People are not gonna be comfortable with you in the Murderverse for a very long time, possibly ever - as per usual I'm advocating the hardest against a permanent ban, but it is a very uphill battle and I am not at all confident it's gonna happen
- People are still pretty uncomfortable with you posting on TC generally, and you should probably extend your break to at least June. Maybe longer. We'll have to evaluate it again then.
We're gonna go over why this is the case. Some of this you already know (we hope), but let's get everything out in one place.
- You emotionally abused your friends for months, using your mental health as a weapon, up to and including faking a suicide attempt specifically to get a reaction.
- You aggressively pressured people into roleplaying the way you wanted them to, and only the way you wanted them to. You pushed Knife and Cutbug into playing Pizzakeicher far more frequently than they wanted to, and had a big performative self-isolation attack when Cutbug temporarily shelved their character.
- Because of this, many people believe you didn't even see them as people, just as devices to get your character content, or obstacles in the way of it. Custard in particular felt like you only saw them as being in the way of Pizzakeicher.
- You seem completely incapable of tolerating people liking things you dislike, from Oz liking Hamilton to Risdio liking JoJo.
- Also, you were a total hypocrite to Dookie, holding a massive grudge over one suicide joke while at the same time using your suicidal feelings as a weapon.
... This isn't meant to be a "Reason You Suck" Speech, but... maybe link your therapist to this post next time you talk to them? I don't know how much you've talked to them about this situation, but it should be a lot. I do think you can get better and stop being a person-who-does-these-things, and I do hope the others can see that when it happens. But it's only been a week. It's not enough time.
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